Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Is this a break in a clouds....


I am doing a Pre-K homeschool with O this year and loving it! He is so hungry to learn and I have loved having him home with me and not having to share my little ray of sunshine with anyone! Painting is his favorite and each warm day we will paint outside...painting inside is not my favorite!
The last few days I have been feeling a bit better....I think. It is almost as if I am holding my breath waiting for the hole to appear in front of my feet. I am hoping that my feet are making their way to the greener pastures and moving out of the darkest part of the valley. I know that there will be dark days every now and then with those shadows that seem to haunt me at times, but maybe just maybe I am out of the darkest part. Not sure what is making this a bit more bearable, but maybe I am actually feeling the prayers of some of my friends. I know so many are praying for me and I am feeling a bit of that strength. I finally feel like I am going to make it.....I have a few new friends that are on this journey with me and I know that has helped to make this burden lighter. I am seeing how much He really does love me even in the midst of the hardest times. "I ask him to strengthen you by his Spirit- not a brute strength but a glorious inner strength- that Christ will live in you as you open the door and invite him in. And I ask him that with both feet planted firmly on love, you'll be able to take in with all Christians the extravagant dimensions of Christ's love. Reach out and experience the breadth! Test it's length! Plumb the depth's! Rise to the heights! Live full lives, full in the fullness of God. " Ephesians 3:14-19

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Alhamdullilah! L, you're such a trooper. Miss you & I'm thankful with you for God's deep & abiding love. I love reading your blog & learning with you.-jlh

Anonymous said...

Glad to hear you are feeling better. You are doing great with O. He loves homeschool.

J

Ashley said...

Hey,

I found this through Adrienne's.

Love your writing, it's beautiful to see your heart. And I love the pics. You really are Wonder Woman, and I miss you so much! I think of & pray for you and your clan all the time.

xx
ash